Goodbye to My Comments…

With all the changes happening in both RL and SL I felt it was time to move on and end this blog.  It has served me well over the years but I feel that now it doesn’t fit where I am in my SL anymore.  It belongs to another time in my life, a part of my journey that has ended.  So with the theme of my last blog entry about new beginnings I want to announce that I will still be blogging, just with a new blog!  So say goodbye to Cami’s Comments and hello to My Camilicious Life!   I know I don’t have many readers to this blog, but to anyone who has read it over the years I have always been greatly appreciative.  I’m gonna miss you my comments…but hope you will follow me over to my new blog…

http://candywithcami.blogspot.com/

 

 

A Fresh Start…

So I figured I’d take a short break from everything I’m trying to do and get atleast one post out for the month of July.  I’ve been wanting to write something for awhile now but there always seems to be something else that has my time.  RL still gets about 90% of my time, with most of that going to my little princess (who is almost six months old) and my wonderful hubby, the remainder of my time is split up between SL and my Facebook game addiction, Cityville.  No need to really say it but my RL is the best it’s ever been and I find myself smiling all the time at all the blessings I have there…now on to SL.

I’m happy to report that my SL is just as great as my RL.  This is probably due in large part to how happy I am in my RL, but also the fact that I have adjusted to being a single woman once again and find I really enjoy it!  Maybe it’s because my time is so limited in SL or because I was attached to someone for almost four years (when you add up the three men I was with pretty much back to back), but no matter what it is I relish my freedom now!  There is something to be said for logging in when you want and doing what you want, with whom you want, when you want and not having to answer to anyone but yourself.  Do I miss Des? Yes I do, very much.  Do I miss what him and I shared?  Yes, more than he probably knows; But at the same time I’m happy in the place I find myself now.  I still have moments when I feel sad, afterall Des and I were together for three years but for the most part I find myself focusing on what I enjoy and nothing else. 

I just recently moved into a new home, not land, just a new home rental…More space, more prim and ofcourse alittle more money.  I love it!  The house is more me and for the first time in a LONG time I get to fill it with all the things I want.  Don’t get me wrong, I loved making a house a home for me and Des, but there is something to be said about only having to please myself.  Besides moving into my new place(which still isnt done), I’ve been working hard on cleaning and I mean cleaning my inventory.  My goal was to delete almost nine thousand items from it and so far I have deleted about eight thousand, which I’m so excited about.  It’s been over a year since I spent any true time on it and it certainly showed.  My other little mini addiction of late is Meeroos.  I currently have two of them, my first Eva and the one I just got last night my toy size Fiona.  My sweet wonderful friend Maribeth breeds them and gave me one as a gift!  That was so awesome of her.  I am thinking of getting atleast one more, I would love to breed them but simply don’t have the time or the money to invest right now.  None the less it’s nice having some for pets. 

Many things in my life are new now, I just feel different…a new chapter in my life if you will.  I’ve had many over the five years I’ve been in SL ( yes you heard correctly FIVE years) but I think this is a doozy.  A new me….new skin, new tats( I would like not only new but more of them) and I even dress differently in some ways.  Now a new home…new furniture…new pets and I’ve decided even new art work.  I’ve had some with me from my first days in SL and I think it’s time to just purge myself of them and start fresh.  Do I ever see myself being in another relationship here again?  It’s a HUGE maybe, I dont need anyone here and I’m certainly not looking.  It would take one hell of a man to convince me to try again anyway, besides being single isn’t a bad thing.  For one thing I can meet more people single and hope I can do that when I finally have the time to do so.  For now I just enjoy working on my projects or going to live shows or spending time with the friends I have, which are fantastic.  Yes, my SL is great…a fresh, new and happy beginning…again.

What I Meant to Say

I think the lyrics in this song speak for themselves!

“What I Meant To Say”  By Daughtry

I woke up today sinkin’ like the stones that you have thrown
Wounded by the same ole shots you take
It’s easier to kick me when I’m low

And I just thought that you should know
I’ve been holding on while you’ve been letting go
Well, it’s not too late to say it right this time
‘Cause I know I said I’m sorry but that’s not what I meant to say

I’m strong enough to say
That I don’t wanna take the high road now
So typical of you to walk away
When your perfect little world is burning down

And I just thought that you should know
I’ve been holding on while you’ve been letting go, can I be so bold?
‘Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old
Well, it’s not too late to say it right this time
‘Cause I know I said I’m sorry, but that’s not what I meant to say

What I really meant to say with every little breath I take
I’m not the only one who makes mistakes
Just think of all the ones you’ve made

And I just thought that you should know
I’ve been holding on while you’ve been letting go, can I be so bold?
‘Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old
Well, it’s not too late to say it right this time
‘Cause I know I said I’m sorry, but that’s not what I meant to say

http://youtu.be/_NzqgRoRJWw

So Odd…

For the last couple of weeks now my blog has been blowing up with hits from a website which is some sort of website dealing with medical billing.  I’m not sure WHY my blog would be linked to such a site or why it’s happened suddenly.  Don’t get me wrong, I love the attention, but it does make me wonder who it could possibly be.  For petesake I’ve gotten up to 16 hits a day from this site…Yikes!

Whining…

One thing I cannot stand is whiners, they drive me absolutely nuts!  I have NO issue listening to people vent about thier issues but eventually it crosses over the line.  People, venting about your problems in life is fine just as long as you try to FIX those problems, if you never do…then all you are really doing is whining.  Whining gets you nowhere, it just annoys people around you until they eventually tell you something you don’t want to hear.  Gee, go figure.

The Cave

Not only do I LOVE this song…but the lyrics fit how I’m currently feeling about something…

Mumford and Sons-The Cave

http://youtu.be/QYGccOizj7I

It’s empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you’ve left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won’t let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I’ll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I’ll know my name as it’s called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I’ll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears.

But I will hold on hope
And I won’t let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I’ll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I’ll know my name as it’s called again

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
when you know the makers land

So make your siren’s call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it’s meant to be

But I will hold on hope
And I won’t let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I’ll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I’ll know my name as it’s called again

Free Thoughts…

Just some free flowing thoughts…

Is working on forgiveness and understanding, easily spoken about but one of the hardest things to do.  Now if only someone else I know would work on the understanding part a lot more.

My fave fave NEW clothing item is the Aragon skirt from Fishy Strawberry.  After seeing it on my friend Tara I had to run and get the whole fat pack.  So versatile!

Still need to get to pose fair before it’s over, not that I need many couples poses anymore, but, ya never know what other goodies I might find…ya know?

Debating splurging and buying a dress from Azul, just not sure which one.

I just found myself a new Killers tee in world, YAY!

Can’t believe I will be turning five in SL in June!  How time flies!

Really, REALLY needs to clean my inventory before it explodes all over the grid.

Ok, that is all🙂

A Quick Update!! (or Holy Sh*t She is Alive!)

Hey Everyone!  I know it’s been forever since I’ve been able to post anything here.  I haven’t had much time these days to be in world since I have been enjoying being a new mommy in RL to a beautiful baby girl who is going to be turning two months old very soon!  My RL couldn’t be better!  Normally I pop in world for a few minutes everyday and if I get the chance I spend alittle more.  Usually it’s to hit a Digby Smalls show or to go shopping, or to just hang at home and chat with friends who might be around.  I do miss SL, and sometimes feel so out of the loop these days, but, I wouldn’t change my RL for anything in the world.  Eventually I will be able to make my way back slow but surely.  Oh and I can’t forget my best SL news of all…my friend TARA returned to SL after being gone what felt like forever!  SL was never the same without her and her timing couldn’t have been better!  Ok, think I will keep this post short and sweet.  Gonna get my butt moving, must return soon to my RL duties!  Hope everyone out there who reads this little blog is doing great!  God Bless!

Thought of the moment…

Amazing how people can leave your life and have no clue the damage and the mess they leave behind…

The Space Between

“The Space Between” , Dave Matthews Band 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H67uEgRZs2Y

You cannot quit me so quickly
There’s no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love

The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like ‘Will it rain today?’
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we’re playing

We’re strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold…

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don’t take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you’re smiling high
Is where you’ll find me if I get to go
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I’ll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into…
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
‘Cause we’re walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need dear

The Space Between
What’s wrong and right
Is where you’ll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we’ll fill with time
The Space Between…

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