When…

Did I ever become such a bad judge of character?  When did I make such stupid damn choices?  When will I ever learn??  And people wonder why I don’t let very many people close to me…get sick of being burned.

What To Say?

When there is nothing to say.  It would have been two years…but it’s over.  Now we are both standing here wondering how we got here.  I love you and you will forever be my bestfriend no matter what the future holds for us.  I am so incredibly sad and my heart is so heavy…

Whaaaa Someone Is Perving Me :P

Top Searches
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These are the top searches that I have had recently showing up day after day in my dashboard. I’m shocked to see the one looking for toxic relationships has finally managed to fall off the radar, atleast for awhile lol. Anyway, it makes me wonder why do people care so much who is watching them in SL? Maybe I’m just different or extremely vain but I like the idea of people wanting to check out my AV, profile and anything else they want. I only put info into my profile I want read, the same as I do my blog…and well my AV is hawt whether it’s got clothes on or not. Checking one another out is just a part of SL, as it is in RL and really isn’t any sort of big deal unless ofcourse it crosses lines. I don’t need anyone showing up at my house (granted my security would kick them off), harassing me in any sort of way such as through notecards or IMs or ingeneral trying to pull me into some sort of stupid drama. Personally I think the people obsessed with whether or not they are being perved or stalked in SL are typically the people who do it the most to others and have an unhealthy fascination with it. Seriously, if you’re confident and got your own thing going do you really care who is checking you out in SL? Pfft, I sure don’t!

Is Wondering…

I have been getting two hits a day and only two hits a day for almost two weeks now…I wonder who that person(s) are? Call me curious but either way I like it since it gets my numbers up as to visitors at my little ole blog.  Besides that, lots to write and I will get to it all soon…promise! I did write an entry about a week ago but removed it because it upset someone I know, I will repost it at some point in the future since the entry itself was great, but I guess the timing was bad.  Oh and to Fleur, I haven’t forgotten you and will get that email out(yes yes I will!) and to everyone else hope life is treating you good. Smoochies!!

Just Stoppin In

Hey just me popping in for a couple minutes since it’s been a few weeks since I’ve posted anything.  Hmmm seems to be a reoccuring trend.  Truth be told my carpal tunnel has been acting up for me alot in the last few weeks.  This week it hasnt been too bad, but yikes, before that I had one of the worst flare-ups i’ve had in a long time.  I could barely be use a mouse for a couple days, so anytime I was at the PC I tried to spend it being social with folks.  THAT is the other thing keeping me uber busy, besides RL ofcourse, all my fabulous friends.  I think I finally, after all my time in SL, found some amazing and real people to call my friends and I loves them to pieces!  About damn time when you consider all the lying, manipulative crazy Aholes I’ve had to deal with over the years, but that is a post all in itself lol.  

 I still haven’t found any tattoos that I love enough to want to buy and wear on my body, granted, I only went out lookin for about two days and I’m sure I didn’t cover half the stores in SL that make them.  I’m also not sure exactly what I’m lookin for, I’ve always had the notion I will know it when I see it so I guess the spirit just hasn’t moved me yet.

Thanks to my friend Neo I am now on the Emerald viewer and enjoying some of the features that it comes with like Radar and Show Look At, both are great when your at a laggy sim watching a live performer.  Not only can you see who is perving you and the singer you can always check profiles without having to click on the person. 

Speaking of live music, I’m off my little break (breaks are needed sometimes right?) and out again listening to all my faves and finding some new ones.  Digby Smalls is still making me swoon(always will) and PM Bookmite and Karter Stonecutter have been added to my must see list. 

Hope everyone’s SL is happy, healthy and full of  fun!!  I know mine is!!

Spice Up the Live Music!

Des has been bugging me to post new stuff to my blog so I will just drop this short little note.  I love live music in SL, if you know me you know this.  Lately however I haven’t been feeling like going to see anything..mostly because I find 95% of it boring!  The main reason being they don’t learn any new songs!!  Most of them play multiple shows a week and you hear the same thing over and over again.  Is it too much to ask that musicians make some effort to learn new songs from time to time to spice up thier playlist?  I realize that it does indeed take time to learn something new, but, aren’t your fans worth the effort?  I’m ofcourse only talking about the GOOD live artists in SL, I won’t even get into all the ones who can barely carry a tune, IF they can carry a tune.  Eeps! Sometimes it takes all I have to make it out of the venue before my ears bleed.  However, I will give them credit for having the balls to get up there and sing, esp if they sing poorly, because I certainly wouldn’t do such a thing.  What is an even greater shock to me is the amount of them that have fans…I mean people can you not hear???  I feel like taking all of them out to hear what good singers sound like.  Ok, I digress so I will just stop now because I know I could go on and on and on lol.

Ink

Yep that is correct I think it’s time I get out there and look for some new ink/tattoos.  I’ve had the same two tats for years now, used to have another one but decided I no longer liked it.  Unlike most people who change thier tats often to suit thier look I’m silly and look at them like they are permanant even though it’s SL and all.  Now as I have grown and evolved so much in SL, both in personality and personal style something else might suit me better(the beauty of SL).  They also have so much more to choose from when it comes to tats in SL now.  I might even consider having one made for my right hip if I can ever decide on a design lol.

Do You Ever Stop and Think….

About an old hangout that you might have frequented back in your older days of SL but have since moved on long ago.  Do you ever hear of what the latest trend is there and think to yourself damn are they behind the times or what?  I think that alot about an old haunt of mine.  When I hear of the things they are just now discovering me and my friends were wearing, playing with, rezzing up etc etc months and months ago.  Makes me so thankful I am out and about and that I have friends who are so ultra hip they always know the newest thing that just hit the grid.  Granted it sure takes work *whew*.  Yeah it also makes me snicker just alittle, ok no it makes me snicker alot at how sad the place really was.

No More Bling!

Atleast for me and Des anyway.  No longer do we have to deal with bad bling or being blinded with someone’s bug zapping body light.  I was out scoping blogs when I came upon one that explained how to rid yourself of one of the biggest horrors of the grid.  You would think that by now people would get that body lights and bling is bad and stop making it but no such luck.  So atleast now we can control  if we see that crap or not.  The best part is you can do it from your side by looking under Advanced and choosing rendering then unchecking attached lights and particles.  SL now has a whole new look for me.  No longer will I be chillaxing at a live show only to have the vibe ruined by some moron in a face light.  No longer will I be out shopping only to have someone pass by my screen with ten points of bling going like the landing strip at an airport. Finally something I can actually THANK the Lindens for lol.  Now I just have to remember to still make sure I dont have any bling on when I buy a new item that might contain it.

It’s Been Awhile

Yes, I know, it’s been quite awhile since I posted here.  Trust me it’s not for a lack of topics, I’ve had so many lately that I can’t figure out which one should go first.  Currently RL seems to have me busy and when I’m in SL I’ve been crazy busy too.  Like I say time and again feast or famine, it always ebbs and flows.  There is also the fact that Sims3 came out last week so whenever I have had spare time and Des isn’t logged in world I tend to be off playing that hehe.  Hopefully in the next couple days I will be back with one of my rambling or snarky blog posts.