Ok I know I’ve Said This Once…

But I am saying it again…GET THE F*CK OFF THE TP POINT!  Seriously!  I realize that when you tp to a new sim or location it takes a moment to rez, however, would it hurt if you took a step forward, back or to the right or left? I’m not talking plowing into a room full of unrezzed Avies (Another pet peeve of mine) but just nudge yourself one way or the other so that the other Avies arriving after you arent stuck up in the air in all sorts of strange holding patterns.  Let’s all use alittle common courtesy or maybe even alittle common sense and move out of the way.  It sure makes it less frustrating for the rest of us, considering that SL is frustrating enough on it’s own.

To Whom It May Concern…

Kiss my sexy fabulous ass!

Sweet Happiness

Yes, happiness is being back in the arms of the man I have loved for two years.  Yes after three long, miserable weeks apart Des and I got back together this past Monday(so a week ago lol).  He asked me after a very rough but eye opening weekend, by asking me if I’d go steady and giving me his “D” dog tag that he wore daily.  Probably the sweetest thing he’s ever done for me, and he’s done many sweet things.  We weren’t really in any hurry to announce it(except to those friends who were there for us during the whole process) since we have just been spending time together and acting much like we did when we first met.  Honestly, I think things are even better than when we first met.  We never really wanted to breakup but we had some issues in our relationship and didn’t quite know what they were or how to fix them.  Stepping away from the relationship and spending some time apart shed a lot of light on it though and after some deep amazing talks we came to realize that those things that had gone wrong were fixable.  We also realized that we love each other far deeper than we could ever have imagined and that being apart just wasn’t an option.  We aren’t sure if we will partner again but with the time we have been together and the bond we share we don’t really feel its necessary.  SL relationships just like RL ones take alot of effort and work to keep them going strong.  Along the way I think we both got kinda lazy and started to take one another for granted, two things I know will NEVER happen again.  We made it two years with only a three week break(if you call talking in skype, text and IM daily a break lol) and we are rebuilding our life together and focusing on sharing yet a third year.  Yes, I can still say that relationships in SL ARE possible when you find your right person…and Des, he is STILL my right person.  I can’t believe I ever doubted that.  *Smiles* Yes happiness is sharing life with the man you love and being his one and only.

When…

Did I ever become such a bad judge of character?  When did I make such stupid damn choices?  When will I ever learn??  And people wonder why I don’t let very many people close to me…get sick of being burned.

What To Say?

When there is nothing to say.  It would have been two years…but it’s over.  Now we are both standing here wondering how we got here.  I love you and you will forever be my bestfriend no matter what the future holds for us.  I am so incredibly sad and my heart is so heavy…

Whaaaa Someone Is Perving Me :P

Top Searches
camis comments, emerald viewer perving, how can u tell people are perving you sl emerald, emerald “second life” “attached lights”, how to tell when someone is perving on you sl

These are the top searches that I have had recently showing up day after day in my dashboard. I’m shocked to see the one looking for toxic relationships has finally managed to fall off the radar, atleast for awhile lol. Anyway, it makes me wonder why do people care so much who is watching them in SL? Maybe I’m just different or extremely vain but I like the idea of people wanting to check out my AV, profile and anything else they want. I only put info into my profile I want read, the same as I do my blog…and well my AV is hawt whether it’s got clothes on or not. Checking one another out is just a part of SL, as it is in RL and really isn’t any sort of big deal unless ofcourse it crosses lines. I don’t need anyone showing up at my house (granted my security would kick them off), harassing me in any sort of way such as through notecards or IMs or ingeneral trying to pull me into some sort of stupid drama. Personally I think the people obsessed with whether or not they are being perved or stalked in SL are typically the people who do it the most to others and have an unhealthy fascination with it. Seriously, if you’re confident and got your own thing going do you really care who is checking you out in SL? Pfft, I sure don’t!

Is Wondering…

I have been getting two hits a day and only two hits a day for almost two weeks now…I wonder who that person(s) are? Call me curious but either way I like it since it gets my numbers up as to visitors at my little ole blog.  Besides that, lots to write and I will get to it all soon…promise! I did write an entry about a week ago but removed it because it upset someone I know, I will repost it at some point in the future since the entry itself was great, but I guess the timing was bad.  Oh and to Fleur, I haven’t forgotten you and will get that email out(yes yes I will!) and to everyone else hope life is treating you good. Smoochies!!

Just Stoppin In

Hey just me popping in for a couple minutes since it’s been a few weeks since I’ve posted anything.  Hmmm seems to be a reoccuring trend.  Truth be told my carpal tunnel has been acting up for me alot in the last few weeks.  This week it hasnt been too bad, but yikes, before that I had one of the worst flare-ups i’ve had in a long time.  I could barely be use a mouse for a couple days, so anytime I was at the PC I tried to spend it being social with folks.  THAT is the other thing keeping me uber busy, besides RL ofcourse, all my fabulous friends.  I think I finally, after all my time in SL, found some amazing and real people to call my friends and I loves them to pieces!  About damn time when you consider all the lying, manipulative crazy Aholes I’ve had to deal with over the years, but that is a post all in itself lol.  

 I still haven’t found any tattoos that I love enough to want to buy and wear on my body, granted, I only went out lookin for about two days and I’m sure I didn’t cover half the stores in SL that make them.  I’m also not sure exactly what I’m lookin for, I’ve always had the notion I will know it when I see it so I guess the spirit just hasn’t moved me yet.

Thanks to my friend Neo I am now on the Emerald viewer and enjoying some of the features that it comes with like Radar and Show Look At, both are great when your at a laggy sim watching a live performer.  Not only can you see who is perving you and the singer you can always check profiles without having to click on the person. 

Speaking of live music, I’m off my little break (breaks are needed sometimes right?) and out again listening to all my faves and finding some new ones.  Digby Smalls is still making me swoon(always will) and PM Bookmite and Karter Stonecutter have been added to my must see list. 

Hope everyone’s SL is happy, healthy and full of  fun!!  I know mine is!!

Spice Up the Live Music!

Des has been bugging me to post new stuff to my blog so I will just drop this short little note.  I love live music in SL, if you know me you know this.  Lately however I haven’t been feeling like going to see anything..mostly because I find 95% of it boring!  The main reason being they don’t learn any new songs!!  Most of them play multiple shows a week and you hear the same thing over and over again.  Is it too much to ask that musicians make some effort to learn new songs from time to time to spice up thier playlist?  I realize that it does indeed take time to learn something new, but, aren’t your fans worth the effort?  I’m ofcourse only talking about the GOOD live artists in SL, I won’t even get into all the ones who can barely carry a tune, IF they can carry a tune.  Eeps! Sometimes it takes all I have to make it out of the venue before my ears bleed.  However, I will give them credit for having the balls to get up there and sing, esp if they sing poorly, because I certainly wouldn’t do such a thing.  What is an even greater shock to me is the amount of them that have fans…I mean people can you not hear???  I feel like taking all of them out to hear what good singers sound like.  Ok, I digress so I will just stop now because I know I could go on and on and on lol.

Ink

Yep that is correct I think it’s time I get out there and look for some new ink/tattoos.  I’ve had the same two tats for years now, used to have another one but decided I no longer liked it.  Unlike most people who change thier tats often to suit thier look I’m silly and look at them like they are permanant even though it’s SL and all.  Now as I have grown and evolved so much in SL, both in personality and personal style something else might suit me better(the beauty of SL).  They also have so much more to choose from when it comes to tats in SL now.  I might even consider having one made for my right hip if I can ever decide on a design lol.